Monday, September 9, 2013

Render by Stephanie Fleshman Blog Tour

Render by Stephanie Fleshman

Source: Received a copy from the author in exchange for an honest review, no compensation.
Release date: August 2013
Edition: Ebook
Genre: Young Adult/Thriller
Rating: 4/5

Synopsis via Goodreads: 

Koldan Holdt knows what he wants. The problem is his future was decided the day he was born—a future void of everything he has ever known.

Days before summer vacation, Koldan’s grandfather suddenly dies, leaving the consequences that have followed him since he fled his country to fall to Koldan. As Koldan learns about his new fate, he must accept the terms to which he is bound and live without the one person he wants, or remain true to who he is and risk both their lives repeating the choices his grandfather made.

Seventeen-year-old Raya Whitney thought she knew Koldan…until a sudden turn of events threatens both their lives. While she is not willing to give up without a fight, she knows it is a deadly game to stay together.

This book was suspenseful, a real tense page turner, and I thought about it long after I was done reading.  I am surprised that a non-paranormal book like this was able to steal my attention so quickly.  Only chapters into the book the plot takes off that sends Koldan, Lukas, Raya, and Ethan on a wild goose chase to figure out Koldan's grandfather's secrets.  There is some definite sexual tension in this book but not between just Raya and Koldan but between Raya and about every male character in the book.  Raya has got Teen Girl Problems!

My only worry about this book is the length, it's long.  For people that love to read, 400 pages is no big deal BUT for teens it might seem daunting.  The descriptions are very wordy and elaborate; I found myself sometimes skipping sentences at points just to get to the good parts.  I just wanted to know what happened, I didn't want to stop for a description of something.  BUT besides the length, I loved it! It was one of those that I wished I had the second book immediately.  I should really just start reading series after all the books are out, life would be much easier!  Does anyone else do this?

Another thing I would like to ramble about is the ending.  The ending leaves so much up in the air.  I have a love-hate relationship with endings like this one.  I hate it because I usually have to wait a very long time to find out what happened next but I love it because it makes a book I continue to think about long after reading.  I just want to know how all these pieces are going to be put back together again, argh!

Please enjoy this fun, playful excerpt from Render by Stephanie Fleshman. Then read on to learn how you can win huge prizes as part of this blog tour, including a Kindle Fire, $550 in Amazon gift cards, and 5 autographed copies of the book.  

Render: An Excerpt

  I spin around and pull her to me, sighing as her arms lock around my neck. I lower my face to her hair, turning it into the curve of her neck to breathe her in. Her body molds to mine, lithe and boneless, and my arms swallow her as I tighten my hold. It softens all the hard points, the tension I’d been holding onto, smoothing the muscles in my shoulders and back. “You have great problem-solving skills, by the way,” I tell her softly in her ear. Keeping her arms around me, she leans back against the wall to look at me, a baffled expression on her face, whether in relation to the compliment or the unexpected direction in conversation, I don’t know. “Do I?” Her voice lifts in a flirtatious pitch. “Mmm. It’s why I asked you out,” I tease. “You solved most of my problems just by agreeing.” Looking back, I realize just how true this is, though I doubt she’ll take me seriously. Her lips curl in an obliging smile, and her eyes say it all, disbelieving in their beauty, corroborating what I already knew. But she’s still smiling, and I alone am responsible for that. She curls her hand around the side of my neck, and I feel her thumb glide over the scar behind my earlobe, one I incurred at fourteen, when Lukas slammed my head into the bathroom mirror. Then I broke his collarbone. Both of us ended up in the emergency room that morning, an incident that resulted in our father leaving for work a half hour later. It’s always quieter when our father is home. “How are you doing?” she asks, looking up to search my eyes. I slide my hands from the small of her back to her waist, as my gaze sweeps from shoulder to shoulder. I can already feel the ground of normalcy beneath me, her presence holding the pieces of my life together, when it seems everything can come apart at any moment. “Good now that you’re here.” This seems to make her both happy and sad. A look of gloom passes over her face even as a small smile touches her lips. Then her eyes trail down the front of my body, taking in my suit jacket and pants. “You look like a lawyer,” she comments. “Straight from the courtroom.” I can’t remember a time when she’s ever seen me in a suit. The closest is the tux I wore to her senior prom two months ago, which is not much different than what I wear now. “It suits you.” I raise my eyebrows in doubt. “What? Looking like a lawyer?” “Not just a lawyer. You look…professional.” Then, with a full smile, she adds, “I like it.” “Ah,” I say, mirroring her smile as I grasp her meaning. “I like that you’re my biggest fan.” Her teeth shine bright against her tan skin. She drops her arms to her sides, and I lace my fingers through hers. She smells of honeysuckle, vanilla, and lavender all at once, with soft underlying notes I can’t name, a scent that swirls inside me, tantalizing every cell in my body. I lean forward, canting my head slightly to fit my lips to hers. I have to fight to keep the rhythm slow, to savor every second. But when her mouth opens, urgency builds within me, and I press farther. Too soon, though, she’s pulling away, leaving my blood pumping in a hot stream and my heart pounding against my chest. I place a hand on the wall behind her and lean forward, closing the narrow space she’s put between us. “I wasn’t finished,” I say. I’m already tilting my head to kiss her again when she stops me with one word. “Wait.” “Wait?” I mutter against her lips. I feel her palms on my chest, easing me back. It’s hard to concentrate on anything but touching her, but I slowly resign myself to the conversation that is apparently inevitable, when my only instinct is to kiss her. I straighten and meet her eyes, which does nothing to tame my thoughts. “I got your note,” she says. When I started mowing Mrs. Whitney’s lawn, Elizabeth gave me a key, so I could let myself in when they weren’t home. In the beginning, I would leave Raya notes on her dresser, not knowing at the time that she’d actually keep them. When she showed me every note I’d ever written her, my first instinct was to laugh, because it seemed senseless. But then I saw how impressed she was and felt empowered that I could make her so happy. She probably has a shoebox full of notes by now. I back her against the wall until we’re touching from hips to shoulders. Her eyes, as warm and green as summer leaves, meet mine. She’s looking at me as if I did something amazing, but just in case, I ask, “Is that all? Or is there something else you want to add, because I’d really like to kiss you right now?” Her eyes dip momentarily to my mouth. “I was going to thank you for the note, but you distracted me.” “You don’t need words for that.”

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About Render: A betrayal born of blood. A curse for a gift. A love worth saving... Seventeen-year-old Raya Whitney thought she knew Koldan--until a sudden turn of events threatens both their lives. Get it on Amazon, Barnes & Noble, or iTunes. Stephanie Fleshman graduated with a degree in psychology and has family throughout the United States as well as in Thessaloniki and Athens, Greece. Visit Stephanie on her website, Twitter, Facebook, or GoodReads.


  1. This one looks like a really good read, when I was a teenager I would have devoured a book like this. Thanks for sharing!
    -Kimberly @ Turning the Pages

  2. Clever post! I love the way you added She needs to sort out her priorities by using an author that Stephanie said she loves. I am really enjoying the book.

  3. I'm not as far in this book as I'd like to be, but I do agree that sometimes the descriptions can make you want to jump ahead. However I have that problem with a lot of books, so I don't hold it against any author.
    I love long books because then you get to be "involved" with the character for a longer period of time. I really avoid reading short books and novellas. I can't wait to read more.

  4. This looks like a really good book! Thanks for the giveaway :)


  5. I loved this book :) I thought Stephanie did a good job of making the characters seem their age. and lol. That is totally something I forgot to comment on, but you have the perfect GIF for it :) I am on the opposite side- i love long sentences and long stories, but not so long you forgot what the sentence is about. This story stays with you for a long time. I couldn't believe the ending- I was like no! there has to be more!


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